and so ends my excursion to the village this time, folks

I think I should snort ativan every time I need to do something. That was great! I mean I'm definitely still feeling it...but I was totally able to go do everything I needed to do and not feel weird about it or try to convince myself to do it later like I usually do. It's like some kind of underlying anxiety that prevents me from getting shit done. Where is that coming from? But right now that anxiety isn't there...I've sedated it enough to where I actually feel productive. Go me! Plus, I feel so relaxed and peaceful...